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Love, Music-Style

I’ve encountered several musical love stories this week. To sum up:

- Damp, yet oddly thirsty, long-lost brother meets married, miserable sister; forbidden love stirs unquenchable passion (otherwise, the opera would end in a big hurry); chromatic, Germanic harmonies are encouraged to run amok; springtime breeze conveniently causes door to fly open; large “sword” not so coincidentally appears. Curtain falls on lovers, just when they stop talking and things get interesting. Adultery+Incest=Extra Points? [Wagner Die Walkure, Act I]

- Two ghosts still nagging (!) each other in a graveyard, misusing eternity to hash out former love; one is clearly “over the relationship,” the other is still codependent; is there a ghost therapist in the house?; harmonies are elusive, sexy, French-ified. What does it all mean? [Debussy Fetes Galantes]

- Woman loves physician; physician in turn loves her parts (her esophagus, her epiglottis, etc.) but not her entirety; music is detached, jilted lover shows admirable knowledge of anatomy, tempered with healthy “move on” attitude (love all of me or nothing, you cad!). Love’s a game. [Cole Porter “The Physician”]

-Various undisclosed persons make voyage to Cythera; orgy ensues; pianist plays many notes; 5-against-3 cross-rhythm indicates that people are too drunk to even sway together. Trills, spills, chills. However, seems relatively committment-free; how will they feel the next morning? Is this any way to build a relationship? What would Dr. Phil say? [Debussy L’Isle Joyeuse]

- Father confides in daughter; daughter disobeys father; father loves her so much that he punishes her with a really severe grounding: to languish on solitary mountain, ringed with fire, awaiting acned super-mensch Siegfried in a later installment; tender hug makes it all OK. Really cool special effects. [Wagner Die Walkure, Act III]

I’m not sure what lesson to draw from all this.

Nothing for Granted

So I just got back. There is nothing like smelling the storm that has just passed, with the weird whiff of camaraderie that comes from people ducking out a sudden downpour. The city was washed clean, streets slick and shiny with flowerpetals and leaves clinging to the pavement…

The rustling of the silk is discontinued,
Dust drifts over the courtyard,
There is no sound of footfall, and the leaves
Scurry into heaps and lie still,
And she the rejoicer of the heart is beneath them:

A wet leaf that clings to the threshhold.
–Ezra Pound

Anyway, the point is I was at the Hungarian Pastry Shop, at 111th and Amsterdam, where I had a delicious poppy strudel, and there was this girl, reading Ulysses. Don’t get all excited, this is not a boy meets girl story. She was clearly kinda nuts (though this could, to be fair, be blamed on her reading material) and she would cough loudly and talk to herself and to anyone who dared to go to the bathroom and I felt her eyes on my shoulder quite a lot. I finally turned around briefly, making my big New York mistake.

Though I quickly turned back to my work, she had found her niche, and began to talk to my back, very loudly; I had no escape. “Is that an iBook?” Any Mac person would know that my black G3 Powerbook is the very aesthetic opposite of an iBook… grrr… anyway… “No” I replied patiently, “It’s a Powerbook, it’s old.” A few more silly Mac remarks passed between us. Then she asked: “are you writing a paper?” (I was working on my superduper SECRET PROJECT which is somehow related to the location of the pastry shop.) I lied to her, I don’t know why. “Yes, sort of,” I said. “Are you a grad student ?” she asked. I had got myself in deeper, had to keep lying: “Yes” (why would a concert pianist be working on a paper?) “What are you studying?” I told her I was studying musicology. Lies, and more lies.

“Cool,” she said. “I took a course once in music theory, and it was hard but I liked it a lot.” I nodded, barely, turned away. “You know what I really liked?” she continued, relentlessly… “I liked the melodic minor.”

Now, some people think I’m easy to please. Even I think sometimes I’m too easy to please. Anner Bylsma once referred to me at Marlboro, with a weird look in his eye, as “the boy who likes things.” But if you can get off on the melodic minor scale, then you are really something. It is like loving subtraction. She elaborated: “I really liked how the sixth and the seventh ….. the way down …” She faltered. I finished it for her, “yes, the seventh is different on the way down.” This did not satisfy her. I imagined her, late at night, picking out the notes of the melodic minor on an electric piano, with occasional tears dripping down her cheeks.

Though I had dismissed her as a nut, something about this melodic minor business bothered me. I worked on my superduper secret project and tried to put it out of my mind. But standing on the 110th Street subway platform, it came to me, I couldn’t believe it, it was too much. A million times I have tried to express to my piano students (maybe I’ll be able to get it off my chest now, and be able to shut up about it from now onward) how often we forget to find beauty, expression in even the simplest intervals of scales: how we overlook the obvious, how we take certain intervallic motions for granted, particularly (!) passing downward from the tonic: the tonic to the 7th passing to the 6th. As a prime example, I would cite the piano playing of Ignaz Friedman, whose recordings managed to show me the beauty of so many intervals I had passed by. And the first piece I would choose to use as demonstration: the Mendelssohn Song without Words in C minor, and particularly the first few phrases, where the melody first touches the “normal” seventh (B-natural), then curls back around to the “flatted” seventh (care of the melodic minor)–the way that man plays that B-flat after the B-natural, and the way he makes you feel the movement from the B-flat down to the following A-flat, it’s enough to make you want to throw so much modern piano playing in the wastebasket. And that was the crux of it: the melodic minor, and how much Ignaz liked it. The deeply touching quality of a shifted tone.

To celebrate the odd coincidence: a delicious dish of bucatini with mussels, tomato, fava beans and pancetta, in which the intervallic/flavoric relations between the ocean, smoky ham, hearty bean and fresh, acidic tomato were explored exhaustively and not at all taken for granted by me.

Posted from bed

Every morning, my CD alarm clock just starts spouting off:

Just in time
You found me just in time
Before you came,
my time was running low,
I was lost,
the losing dice were tossed,
my bridges overcrossed,
nowhere to go.
Now you’re here
and I know where I’m going.
No more doubt or fear.
I found my way.
So let’s live today, anyway
Change me!
Change me once again…
(undecipherable)
and lucky day.

I suppose I could Google the words, but I LIKE not knowing exactly how the song ends. I’m wondering: is this too intense a song to wake up to every day? It definitely plays on the “time” motif well, but is it useful to think that “time is running low,” that “the losing dice were tossed,” each and every morning? I really like the “anyway.” It could be just another carpe diem sentiment, but the “anyway” makes it casual, suggests that “living today” is just an (arbitrary) choice, not a command or a need… am I reading this right?

I realize as I listen this morning that Nina Simone albums represent the present for me, they are the characteristic new CD in the soundtrack of my life. By the present I am including last summer (already separated from me by some serious landmarks), when I bought her Blues album in Boone, NC. She is the sound of now (if now means this academic year). So by listening to her, am I truly “living today,” prolonging the moment, or am I dangerously close to creating an enormous chain of yesterdays?

Can a classical pianist admit that late Brahms Intermezzi would not be his first choice on his CD alarm clock? I could bore you and tell you that Nina went to Juilliard, was classically trained … if I ever have that conversation again (”they were classically trained, you know” speaking of some harmonica trio) at a reception you will know, because you will read in the paper that I murdered some nice person with a (probably plastic) fork. But if you don’t know this track, you should listen. It is harmonically thrilling, and you know that essay by Charles Rosen where he says that Schubert achieves much of his effect by gradually expanding the melodic range, by in effect making each note count, making each new note a discovery? Well maybe Nina read it cause towards the end while the piano is buzzing around doing the most thrilling kinds of suspensions and dissonances and figurations, she’s sticking to that tonic E-flat and its lower neighbor D like a fly on flypaper. She holds to her guns but then climbs one note, then another, and of course the climactic new notes are on “Change me! Change me!” which she sings twice like a cry of the heart. Hardly any notes and tons of heart.

Suitcase


Suitcase
Originally uploaded by Jeremy Denk.

As I enter the east wing of my apartment, the half-unpacked suitcase from last week’s concert often growls at me. Perhaps after I finish my coffee…